"What are you thinking about?" he asked, leaning down to my ear.
"You. Always you," I beamed.
"What about me?" he smirked.
"Guess," I replied, biting my lip teasingly and playing along with his little game.
"Could it be about what I'm going to do to you when we get out of here?" he inquired, waggling his brows.
"Hm, those are some pleasing thoughts," I responded with a devilish smile. I could feel my body heat rise as various moments of our lovemaking danced around in my mind. "You are an evil man getting me all flustered before I'm presented to our family and friends."
"I'm not doing anything. You're the one getting creative. And you're not flustered, beautiful, you're glowing."
His finger skimmed across my exposed collarbone, up the side of my throat, along my jaw and stopped just under my chin. He lifted it slightly and dipped his head to cover my mouth with his. I melted into his chest, feeling his love for me with each move of his lips and even more so when his tongue brushed mine. I could have stayed in that moment for quite a while, but that damn photographer just had to clear her throat.
"Grrr," I growled, making Edward laugh.
"Play nice, love," he said softly in my ear.
"Ladies and gentlemen, family and friends…it's my pleasure to introduce to you for the first time…Mr. and Mrs. Edward Cullen," the DJ announced.
Edward grasped my hand and turned his head towards me. "You ready?"
I nodded and took the first step forward. We walked through the doorway to applause and camera flashes, both of us smiling for all the cameras going off. Our wedding party stood off to the side of the dance floor, smiling and clapping with everyone else. When we reached the center of the floor, Edward spun me around and then pulled me to his body as our song started to play. I snaked my arms around his neck and his wound around my back.
Not talking about a year , no not three or four
I don't want that kind of forever in my life any more
forever always seem to be around when things begin
but , forever never seems to be around when things end
We lost ourselves in the moment, both of us staring into each other's eyes, our guests disappearing. I toyed with the hairs on his neck and he sang softly to me. Edward's seductive speaking voice was nothing compared to him singing. Whenever I was privy to a serenade, I'd have to take a seat knowing my knees would buckle under the silky smooth sound. Thankfully, he had a tight hold on me.
So give me your forever
please your forever
not another day less will do
from you
People spend so much of their time every single day
running 'round all over town giving there forever away
but no ,not me I won't let my for ever roam
and now I hope that I can find my forever a home
So give me your forever
please your forever
not another day less will do
from you
"Thank you for choosing this song," I said, quietly.
"It couldn't be more true of our relationship, Bella."
"From the moment I laid eyes on you, I knew I wanted to be yours forever," I admitted.
"Was that before or after you saw me in the light?" he asked, trying to hide a smile.
"After, of course," I giggled. "I couldn't see anything but shadows on your face in that dark parking garage. The second I flipped the switch, you took my breath away. I never had a reaction to a dad like that before, or a man for that matter."
"I know. I was surprised that you were able to continue a conversation with me. The look on your face is one I'll never forget. The moment you blushed and dipped your head from embarrassment…I knew I'd never be the same."
"I love you," I said, pecking his lips softly.
"And I you," he grinned.
Like a handless clock with numbers on an infinite of time
no not the forever found only in the mind
forever always seems to be around when things begin
but forever never seems to be around when things end
So give me your forever
please your forever
not another day less will do
from you
There was brief pause as our song ended before it transitioned into 'I Got A Feeling'. I looked at Edward a bit confused, but quickly understood what was going on as Alice, Rose and Leah tugged me away from him to start dancing. I looked back towards my husband and he offered a wink before he grabbed Alexis' hand and started dancing with the rest of our wedding party.
Edward and I left it up to them to pick the song that we could all dance to as a group and then have the rest of our guests join if they chose to; a song that would kick off the night and I smiled thinking Black Eyed Peas was perfect.
Nearly halfway through, Edward found his way back over and settled behind me, placing his hands on my hips. We danced together; I even threw in subtle grinding for a little fun, earning a few growls and tight squeezes from Edward, which made me laugh.
Slowly, guests joined us on the floor. Our wedding party united with Edward and I to form a circle in the middle of the floor and we all sang as if we were the only people in the room.
Here we come
here we go
we gotta rock rock rock rock
Easy come
easy go
now we on top top top top
Feel the shot
body rock
Rock it don't stop stop stop stop
Round and round
up and down
around the clock clock clock clock
Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday
Friday, Saturday, Saturday to Sunday
"I gotta feeling this is going to be a kick ass night!" Alice exclaimed over the music.
"It already is," I smiled.
"I can't say it enough, B…I'm so happy for you."
"Thanks, Ally. For everything," I said, giving her a hug as we continued to dance and giggle.
"Anytime. Just don't go leaving me because you're married now."
"Me? You're the one who's going to have her hands full soon. I can't believe you're 'pregnant'," I mouthed, not wanting the entire party to hear her big news. "I'm so happy for you and Jazz."
"You know what's funny…I don't even care if it's a boy or a girl."
"What has happened to my best friend?" I shook my head, not believing what I was hearing.
"She's grown up and is just as happily in love as you are."
"What are my two favorite ladies talking about?" Jasper asked, wrapping an arm around each of us.
"How lucky we are to have found the loves of our lives," Alice replied, while I whispered a 'congratulations' in his ear.
He looked from me to his wife and then shook his head.
"I should've known better. She can't keep a secret at all."
"I know you didn't want to interrupt my day with your news, but it just made it better. Now, I can say remember when Alice announced that she was pregnant on my wedding day? I'll never forget the moment. If it was any other day, I probably would," I confessed, completely honest.
"Well, as long as you're okay with it, I am. Thank you, Bells." Jasper hugged me again and held on a little longer.
"Hey, you're not trying to steal my wife are you?" Edward asked, pulling me into his chest, protectively. I smiled, loving the sound of wife leave his lips.
"Nah, just paying my respects to the most beautiful women in this room…second to my own wife."
We laughed when Alice swatted Jasper for saying what he did and then schooled him on how the bride was always the most beautiful, no matter what.
"I'd say you're more than beautiful. You look absolutely ravishing in this dress. I'm damn glad you tried on…what ten dresses to find this one," he whispered, brushing his lips against the shell of my ear and making me melt into his body.
When the song ended, the DJ played soft background music as we all took our seats. There was a table for two at the head of the room for Edward and me, with round tables filled with our family and friends scattered around the rectangle room. We were served salad and drinks the moment we sat down; everyone settled into their own private conversations, but not before clinking their glasses with a utensil to get Edward and I to kiss. More please, I smiled, pulling away from his lips.
As we ate our meal, which I pretty much scarfed down, I took the opportunity to finally look around the room. At the far end, I noticed the built-in bar that was bustling with guests ordering drinks, on another wall there was fireplace with wood waiting to be burned. Maybe we could get them to light it when it gets dark? The curtains had been taken down from the windows and the natural light shone through beautifully. Over the dance floor, a copper chandelier hung marvelously, bringing the entire room together. We couldn't have picked a better place to get married.
When we were finish eating, Alice addressed everyone.
"Hello, I'm Alice, the matron of honor," she said with a wave and slight curtsy. "I've known Bella for a little more than ten years now. We met in high school and I could tell you that funny story, but seeing as it's the bride's day, I'll spare her the embarrassment."
"Thank you. Hearing you tell Edward that story once was enough for me," I laughed lightly as others groaned, wanting to hear about our first interaction.
"Because we've known each other for so long, we've come to know each other so well, that we have an understanding that goes beyond words. We don't judge and we don't have to explain. So, when Edward came into her life, Bella didn't really have to say much to make it clear to me that he was the one. All the signs were there, the blushes, the way her face would light up when his name was mentioned," Alice beamed at me as I remembered all the conversations we had in the beginning. "I never knew Edward before he dated Bella, so I can't tell you horrible stories about him, I'll leave that for Emmett. But I can tell you that I think he is perfect for her. He deals with a lot, but most of all her stubbornness."
"Hey! Why does everyone keep talking about that? I'm not that bad!" I complained.
"Yeah, just a little, babe. But I love you because of it," he muttered, pressing his lips to my temple.
"Okay, okay, it's still my turn. If you haven't noticed by now, these two are completely comfortable with one another. I mean, there are no secrets when you have a little kid running around. Lex did spill the beans on Edward looking at rings."
I watched as Alexis buried her face in Carlisle's neck.
"The fact that they're always excited to be in each other's company tells me that they have the foundation for a wonderful marriage. Not just lovers, but lifelong friends, as well. I'm ecstatic for both of you. You truly complement one another. You met as parent and caretaker and it evolved into a love that so many people rarely find today. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile. And it's a wonderful thing when two people who were made for each other manage to fall in love. So I'd like to make a toast," Alice said, raising her glass. "And I'd like to make it with this thought in mind. If there is such a thing as a perfect marriage, it's because it resembles friendship rather than love. So this is to you, Edward and Bella, and a wonderful life together. Ladies and Gentlemen, to friends, lovers and soul mates."
I had tears in the corner of my eyes as Alice finished her toast and everyone took a sip. I stood up and gave her a tight hug whispering my thanks to her; Edward followed my actions. We took our seats again just in time to see Emmett stand up and fix his tie; he took the mic from Alice and just stared at us.
"Before I get to my speech, let me tell you that the best man speech is often very light and humorous. Men generally like to stay humorous because it's simply easier to communicate and relax that way. What I have written is meant to be entertaining to the listeners and the bridal couple. I hope that you like it," Emmett started then cleared his throat and picked up his note cards, which I assumed had his speech. "Good afternoon, ladies and gentlemen. For those of you who don't know me, my name is Emmett and for those of you that do ... well you're freaking lucky."
Both Edward and I shook our heads but chuckled quietly.
"You picked him," I whispered into his ear.
"I didn't have a choice. I thought I owed him since I was his," he responded softly.
"Hey, now, I have the floor so pay attention to me, love birds. You have plenty of time to gaze into each other's eyes later," Emmett commented, waggling his eyebrows. "Anyway, foolishly, Edward has given me the honor of being best man for him on this very special day. Yes, even I realized the mistake you made the moment you uttered the question, but who was I stop you? I think part of him was hoping I'd get scared and chicken out, but I have no problem with public speaking.
Right now, I'd like to ask both Edward and Bella to take part in my speech. Bella will you please place your right hand on the table. Edward will you please place your left hand on top of hers. I'd like to ask you both to keep your hands in this position until the end of my speech and believe me Little E, you'll regret it if you don't."
Edward and I did what were told, giving Emmett skeptical looks.
"Instead of telling you a bunch of stories that can drag on forever, sorry Alice, you'll have to listen to my marital advice instead. Some may say I'm not the best person to dish out advice, but considering I've been with my wife, Rosie, since high school and we have three beautiful children, I'd say I'm pretty reputable. So, here are some words of wisdom for the happy couple.
Edward- first, set the ground rules and establish who's boss - then do everything she says. Second, married life can be compared to football ... so, be fully committed every week and make sure that you score every Saturday. Third, remember the five 'ings' the engagement ring, the wedding ring, the compromising, the children's swing, and the enduring. Four, don't forget, if you buy her flowers, she knows you're feeling guilty, and she'll remember, to the second, the last time you bought her some...and the reason why. Lastly, there are three words you must never forget, 'you're right dear'.
For Bella- for you I have the five key tips to a successful marriage. A man who will treat you right and always stand by your side. A man who will shower you with gifts and compliments. A man who will comfort you in times of trouble. A man who will please you and grant your every request. Most importantly, make sure that each man does not know the other ones names." Emmett paused as people laughed.
"But really, Edward, you're one lucky man! You married Bella today. She's a beautiful, smart, funny, loving, and caring young woman. Have you still got your hands together?"
Edward lifted our connected hands into the air getting a nod from his brother.
"Good, good. The final and most important task, of the best man is knowing when enough is enough and I think that that time has arrived as I look at my wife and see her shaking her head continuously, you'd think she'd be used to this by now."
"I thought I was too, dear, but you never cease to amaze me with your no filter," Rose replied.
"Love you, too baby," Emmett said, throwing a raspberry kiss her way. "It's been an honor and a privilege to be best man today. Thanks again for letting me have the job. I think you'll all agree that today, Edward truly is the best man and apart from Bella being the most stunning person in the room, she is also the luckiest. Now, in case any of you are wondering why I asked Edward to place his hand on top of Bella's, I'll tell you. Edward...as my final role, it's been with great pleasure that I have been able to give you the last five minutes in which you will ever have the upper hand over Bella. Please raise your glasses to the new Mr. and Mrs. Cullen."
"Mr. and Mrs. Cullen!" everyone exclaimed in unison with chuckles. They took their sips then clinked their glasses again getting us to kiss again. I could do this all night. Bring it on, guests.
"Thank you, Emmett," I smiled, giving him a hug.
"My pleasure, sister. If he ever gets out of line, you come tell me and I'll take care of him."
"I'll remember that," I giggled lightly.
"My brother, I'm so happy you found someone who is your match in every way."
"Thanks. She's perfect, isn't she," Edward replied, staring at me.
Once Emmett finished, the music started up again and people started dancing; well, everyone else did, I had to be social. There were quite a few people from Edward's side of the family that I had never met and needed to.
"Bella, I'd like to introduce you to my brother, Garrett. He's in the Peace Corp and made a special trip just for today," Carlisle introduced. "And this is my other brother, Alistair. He's also a doctor. A chiropractor, though."
"Bella, this is Emily, my sister," Esme established. "And her husband, Alec."
"Bella, this is my Aunt Carmen and Uncle Eleazar," Edward presented, proudly. "We would spend our Christmases with them up in the mountains."
"This is Elizabeth and my brother, Edward," Esme stated as I shook their hands. "Yes, I named my son after my brother. We're very close in age and he was my protector growing up. I wanted to thank him for watching over me."
I was in a whirlwind of names and faces that I knew I'd never remember. Both Carlisle and Esme came from fairly large families. I was surprised that they only had two kids considering they both had multiple siblings.
"Carlisle and I always talked about having four kids, but that number decreased after having Emmett. He was a hyperactive child who needed a lot of attention. That was hard with Carlisle fighting to climb up the hospital ladder. We had Edward to give Emmett someone to play with and he was the complete opposite of his brother. He was a quiet child who did everything right. Like Rosalie, I wanted to have a little girl so Carlisle and I tried again, but I miscarried a number of times. I just wasn't meant to have more children so we stopped because it was too hard for me emotionally. I don't regret not having a little girl because I've been blessed with two beautiful daughters. I have what I've always wanted and more."
"I'm sorry for your loss, Esme," I said sadly, giving her a hug. "I didn't know about that."
"It's not a story I share. Not even my boys know about the miscarriages. Carlisle and I wanted to keep it between us. And no one ever asked. Just know, Bella, at some point, things are going to get hard in your marriage, but you can't give up because what you and Edward have is worth the fights."
"Thank you. I appreciate the advice because you know what it's like to be married to a doctor. I hope I can come to you if I ever need anything?"
"Do not hesitate to pick up that phone or drive over. We doctor wives have to stick together especially against those nurses," she winked and I nodded my head in agreement.
"Can I have everyone's attention, please?" I looked up from where I was sitting with Esme to see Emmett at the front of the room with the microphone in his hand again. "So, Edward and Bella pretty much have everything so I didn't think it was necessary to buy them anything. Instead, I figured I'd sing them a song ince I know how much Bella loves my performances," he winked. "So, this is for you, brother and my new sister."
Emmett pointed to the DJ and the drum beats of a familiar song started. I heard Esme say 'Oh, God' beside me and I started to laugh as I realized what song he was going to sing.
"Come on, Momma, Daddy's over there waiting for you," Alexis said, pulling me out of my chair and dragging me across the room. Edward met us halfway and slid an arm around my lower back, resting a hand on my hip.
"I can't believe he's doing this," I muttered as Edward pressed his lips to my hair.
"I can," he replied.
The lights are on, but you're not home
your mind is not your own
your heart sweats, your body shakes
another kiss is what it takes
You can't sleep, you can't eat
there's no doubt, you're in deep
your throat is tight, you can't breathe
another kiss is all you need
Whoa, you like to think that you're immune to the stuff, oh Yeah
it's closer to the truth to say you can't get enough,
you know you're gonna have to face it, you're addicted to love
Emmett sang, prowling the front of the room and adding a kick here and there. It was complete ridiculousness, but hilarious to watch especially when Ethan and Aiden joined him on the dance floor, dancing just a goofy as their father. Rose joined us, immediately apologizing for her children's actions.
"Just enjoy this, Rose. Yeah, Emmett!" Edward whistled.
I wasn't cheering him on, but I loved every moment of the performance.
"This brings back memories of New Year's Eve. Why didn't you join him, babe? You know I love to watch you move," I smirked.
"I didn't know anything about this." He shook his head and held his hands up in surrender.
You see the signs, but you can't read
you're running at a different speed
your heart beats in double time
another kiss and you'll be mine, a one-track mind
Emmett danced toward us and grabbed my hand, pulling me away from Edward. He whirled me around the floor, continuing to sing. I felt my cheeks burn from all the attention. I looked at Edward pleadingly, but he just shook his head and twirled his finger, gesturing I pay attention to his brother. Evil!
You can't be saved
oblivion is all you crave
if there's some left for you
you don't mind if you do
Whoa, you like to think that you're immune to the stuff, oh Yeah
it's closer to the truth to say you can't get enough,
you know you're gonna have to face it, you're addicted to love
Might as well face it, you're addicted to love
Emmett released me back to my husband so I didn't have to endure all the stares anymore. I suckered punch Edward in the side telling him how cruel he was for leaving me the way he did. He just continued to laugh and pulled me into his chest, my back to him, as he held my hands so I couldn't hurt him again. Emmett went back to singing to the crowd, enjoying all the attention that he and his boys were getting.
Your lights are on, but you're not home
your will is not your own
your heart sweats your teeth grind
another kiss and you'll be mine
Whoa, you like to think that you're immune to the stuff, oh Yeah
it's closer to the truth to say you can't get enough,
you know you're gonna have to face it, you're addicted to love
Might as well face it, you're addicted to love
Emmett finished the song to a round of applause. He and his boys bowed to the crowd.
Emmett moved to give the mic back to the DJ, but instead made a slight turn and handed it to Edward. I looked at him, confused. He kissed the side of my mouth and left me to take a seat on a stool sitting up front; Jasper joined him with a little guitar.
"When we started planning this wedding, I knew I wanted to do something special for my new wife. I thought about playing her a song on the piano, but the song I decided to sing just wouldn't work. So, I've hired some help. I'm gonna apologize in advance that this won't be as exciting as Emmett's…he's a tough act to follow," Edward joked.
"No problem, man!" Emmett yelled. "But seriously, you'll do fine on your own."
"I hope you like it, love," Edward said, placing the mic in the stand and nodding to Jasper to start playing.
Hey, hey, hey
Your lipstick stains on the front lobe of my left side brains
I knew I wouldn't forget you, and so I went and let you blow my mind
Your sweet moon beam, the smell of you in every single dream I dream
I knew when we collided, you're the one I have decided who's one of my kind
I stared at Edward, who was singing his current ringtone for me. It was a song that I wasn't a huge fan of, hearing it for the first time on one of those crime shows on CBS, but it slowly grew on me; so much so that I found myself singing it in the shower and dancing to it around the house with Alexis. Edward had caught me a number of times shaking my hips and singing as I cleaned.
Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo
The way you move ain't fair, you know!
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do...tonight
Hey, hey,hey
Just in time, I'm so glad you have a one-track mind like me
You gave my life direction, a game show love connection we can't deny
I'm so obsessed, my heart is bound to beat right out my untrimmed chest
I believe in you, like a virgin, you're Madonna, and I'm always gonna wanna blow your mind
I could not remove the smile from my face even if I wanted to. I didn't.
"Dance with me, Momma," Alexis requested, grabbing my hand and pulling me out to the dance floor. She started moving her feet side to side with the strums of the guitar and I danced around her. Both of us started to sing with Edward, who kept his eyes on us.
Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo
The way you move ain't fair, you know!
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do...tonight
The way you can cut a rug, watching you's the only drug I need
You're so gangsta, I'm so thug, you're the only one I'm dreaming of
You see, I can be myself now finally, in fact there's nothing I can't be
I want the world to see you be with me
Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair, you know!
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do tonight,
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do...tonight
Hey, hey,hey
Hey, hey,hey…Tonight
"Yaye, Daddy!" Alexis clapped.
"Thanks, baby girl," he smiled, picking her up and placing a kiss on her cheek. "What did you think?"
I didn't realize I was crying until Edward's thumbs touched under my eyes.
"I loved it," I smiled through the tears of joy, kissing his soft lips and giving him a one-arm hug.
"Good, I'm glad. I wanted to sing a song that you love and one that speaks truth about the way I feel about you," he explained before kissing me again. "Except for that Mr. Mister part. I've never been a fan of them."
"Oh, how could you not be with such hits like Broken Wings and Kyrie," I said, completely honest.
Renee would only listen to eighties when I was growing up, so I learned to love that era and even appreciate some of the music.
Our teasing of music went back and forth for a few more minutes until that damn photographer came snooping around again.
"I'm sorry to interrupt, but I'll be leaving soon and you have yet to cut the cake or throw the bouquet."
We waited for everyone to get their cameras and gather around. We picked up the cake cutter together and sliced down, repeating the action on the other side; I let Edward put the piece on a plate. He held the plate between us and I took a little in my hands and slowly put it in his mouth, nicely, for the cameras, even though I wanted to shove it in his face. Edward went next and he had a gleam in his eyes; he was up to something but I wasn't sure what. He took a piece, set the plate down and held the piece of cake close to my mouth. He offered his sexy smirk and laughed somewhat evilly before moving his hand towards my face, shoving the cake at my mouth, getting icing on my nose and around my mouth.
"Ugh, you just did not do that, Edward!" I exclaimed, somewhat annoyed, but also enjoying the playfulness.
"I have my reasoning, love," he muttered, wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling my body against his. I stared at him and flushed as I felt his tongue against my skin. He's licking the icing off my face…in front of our guests…and they're all taking pictures. Oh God. Breathe, Bella. Just enjoy this moment. No one else is here.
"Uncle Edward is eating Aunt Bella," I heard one of my new nephews mention to the other.
"No point in wasting good icing."
I guffawed when I heard the reaction from the other brother, moving my face slightly so I could touch his lips with mine. My eyes fluttered closed and I could taste the chocolate of the cake and the vanilla icing on his tongue. Edward used the palms of his hands, keeping his fingers away from my hair, to tilt my head to deepen the kiss.
"Okay, kids, enough with the PDA," Charlie ordered. "It's my turn to have some one on one time with the bride."
I smiled sheepishly, pressing my forehead against Edwards and whispered 'later' to him. My father approached and took my hand, leading me to the dance floor. The song that played was the same one we danced to at his wedding; there was no point in changing the song when Lullabye was ours since I was a little girl. He wrapped one arm around my lower back, took my hand in the other, and moved to the music. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Edward dancing with Alexis who was standing on his feet, the palms of her hands in his.
"I know I've said it before, but I'm so happy for you, Bells. You deserve to be happy," Charlie admitted.
"Thanks, Dad. And for the first time in a long time, I truly am. I have great friends, a loving family, and a man who not only made me his wife, but also the mother of his daughter. Everything is right in my life," I beamed.
"I'm glad you allowed your mother to come to your wedding. I know it was a surprise, but I really think you would've regretted it if she wasn't here."
"I can't say yes or no to that, Dad, since she's here now. Maybe I would've regretted it if she had the balls to step back into my life in the future, but at this point, before she showed up at our house, I don't think I would've. Sure, I had been looking at old photographs, but that was to remind me what not to do as a mother. Yes, we had some memorable times that I hope to recreate with my children, but if I've learned anything, it's that our relationship will never be one of mother and daughter. It will be as acquaintances or maybe someday friends if I'm being completely honest."
"Did this situation make you realize that?"
I thought about his question, thinking back on the week and nodding my head.
"Then what we did worked. I'll apologize for going behind your back and convincing Edward to invite Renee, but I won't regret it."
"Thank you, for the apology. And people wonder where I get my stubbornness from," I smiled.
We danced to the rest of the song talking about the wedding and where Edward was planning to take me for our honeymoon. Charlie claimed he didn't know anything, but I knew he was lying; his moustache always twitched when he was trying to hide something.
The song ended and Charlie led me back to my seat as the mother-son dance started; Edward dropped Alexis off in my lap and then went over to Esme, taking her hand and leading her to the dance floor.
Christopher Robin and I walked along
Under branches lit up by the moon
Posing our questions to Owl and Eeyore
As our days disappeared all too soon
But I've wandered much further today than I should
And I can't seem to find my way back to the Wood
Edward had mentioned to me during the planning process his song choice for the mother-son dance. I wasn't surprised at all when he wrote down Return to Pooh Corner by Kenny Loggins. I had heard numerous stories from both he and Esme about his love for all things Winnie the Pooh growing up, including a blanket that he wouldn't let go of, even when it became ragged and holey. Esme claimed she still had what was left of the material stashed away with some other baby items.
I hummed the song and rocked to the music with Alexis in my arms; I started tearing up when I saw Esme start crying on Edward's shoulder. Edward just chuckled at his mom and ran the pads of his thumbs under her lids, placing a kiss on her forehead.
"Why is Nana crying?" Alexis asked.
"Because her baby got married."
"But daddy isn't a baby," she commented.
"No, he isn't, but in her eyes, he always will be. It's a mother thing, sweetie."
"So, I'll always be your baby?" she asked. I turned my head towards hers and felt my heart squeeze as I looked into her bright blue doe eyes.
"Yes, you'll always be my baby girl," I smiled, giving her an Eskimo kiss.
"Even when I'm a grown-up?"
"You're mine forever, Lex. Make no mistake of that."
"Just checking, momma," she gave me a toothy grin and then a kiss on my lips.
It's hard to explain how a few precious things
Seem to follow throughout all our lives
After all's said and done I was watching my son
Sleeping there with my bear by his side
So I tucked him in, I kissed him and as I was going
I swear that the old bear whispered "Boy welcome home"
Believe me if you can
I've finally come back
To the House at Pooh Corner by one
What do you know
There's so much to be done
Count all the bees in the hive
Chase all the clouds from the sky
Back to the days of Christopher Robin
Back to the ways of Christopher Robin
Back to the days of Pooh
There wasn't any time for either Edward or I to reconnect after the dances; the photographer rushed us to the front of the room where I was pushed down into a chair. Is this my wedding or hers? Good Lord, lady, back off!
"It looks as if it's time for the garter and bouquet toss. Everyone gather round as we watch a pro at work," the DJ announced.
I watched as the groomsmen gathered around Edward in support followed by a couple rows of single men. My bridesmaids huddled around my chair and laughed at their husbands' antics of holding back the eager men.
"She's taken, men. Back off!" Jacob yelled. "Let Edward have his moment."
I laughed as Edward started prowling around the space, marking his territory.
"Okay, now that everyone is in place, I am under strict orders to play this song for this moment. Y'all ready for a little mood music?"
The beats of the one of the few Prince songs I could stand started to play and Edward danced as if he was evoking the musician; he swiveled his hips and snapped his fingers just right as the crowd cheered him on.
You don't have to be beautiful
to turn me on
I just need your body baby
We didn't get very far into the song before the DJ interrupted.
"Wait a minute, man. That was really good, but I think we got something better." The DJ spun another record and I threw my head back in laughter as Edward threw out a side turned front kick ala Michael Jackson and then moonwalked his way in front of me.
Hey pretty baby with the high heels on
You give me fever like I've never, ever known
"Okay, okay, that was good…moonwalk in all. But I feel another song in my bones. Do you, Edward?" the DJ asked.
"Oh, I do. Bring it, Adam!"
Edward stood in front of me rubbing his hands together in anticipation. I couldn't remember at what point in the night he took his jacket off, but I was enjoying the sight of him in just his buttoned shirt, black tie and matching vest. I was feeling anxious and excited, waiting to see what they were going to pull out of their sleeves next. It was a rare occasion to see Edward act this goofy and carefree in front of so many people; generally, he reserved it for just me or his family. The only other times I had seen him like this was the couple of times we'd gone to karaoke with the gang and generally Emmett helped loosen him up.
The soulful and sexual sounds of Marvin Gaye's Let's Get It On filtered out of the speakers and Edward started doing the butterfly. Then he one-legged butterfly at a time towards me, getting low.
I've been really tryin', baby
Tryin' to hold back this feeling for so long
And if you feel like I feel, baby
Then, c'mon, oh, c'mon
He danced down to his knees and his hands went to the hem of my dress. There was no point in me being embarrassed because I was taking pleasure in this rare side of Edward; the one who wanted to show the world just how much he loved and adored me.
Let's get it on
Ah, baby, let's get it on
Let's love, baby
Let's get it on, sugar
Let's get it on
His head ducked under the layers of my dress; I felt his hair brush against my skin and him nip at the side of my knee. I jumped at his move and felt the vibrations of his laugh. His teeth bit into my upper thigh as he grabbed the garter. Oh, I hope to have him in this position later tonight, I smirked. He stayed under my gown longer than I thought was necessary, but who was I to deny him this. From the crowd I could hear catcalls and clapping. Finally, Edward emerged with the garter in his mouth to cheers and laughter.
"This guy is good," the DJ commented. "This guy is really good."
Edward nodded as he straddled my legs and dipped his mouth to mine, cupping my face with his hands.
"Did you enjoy the show, love?" he smirked against my lips
"Hmm, very much so. Much better than the one you gave me at Charlie's? Did you plan this?"
"Maybe just a little."
"Alright, single men, get ready."
Edward's lips stayed connected to mine as he dropped one hand and tossed the garter over his shoulder. I smiled into the kiss. So cocky. It was only when we heard more cheering did we part to see who caught the piece of elastic fabric.
"Hey, congratulations, Riley," Edward said, clapping the guy on the back. I recognized the face from some photos I had seen in a box at the house; he had short brown hair and brown eyes, strong jaw line and a round nose. "Now, let's see if we can find you a lady tonight. Oh, Bella, this is my old college friend, Riley. We went to med school together and we're interns at the same time. We go way back."
"Nice to meet you, Riley," I said, standing up and shaking his hand.
"Believe me, the pleasure is all mine," he mentioned. "How do you always manage to snatch the most beautiful women, Edward? First Tanya and now Bella here?"
"Yeah, well, it isn't without a lot of hard work," Edward winced, rubbing the back of his neck. I could only assume he winced because he didn't want Tanya's name to be brought up on our special day.
When my hand was returned, I placed it on Edward's back and rubbed small circles, letting him know everything was okay. We were pulled away from any further pleasantries by the DJ calling all the single ladies forward.
Seeing as pretty much all my friends were married, all the single ladies were people Edward or his family knew, so I didn't have an agenda like I knew Sue and Alice did at their weddings. I caught the bouquet at Alice's wedding as well, even though I was already engaged. Sue handed the small bouquet I asked the florist to make just for this and turned my back to the crowd. I held it with both hands and threw it over my head. I turned just in time to see a petite brunette woman jump out of the group and make a grab for it. I unknowingly found myself leaning against Edward's chest as I clapped for her.
"That's Bree," Edward murmured in my ear. "She's an old family friend Emmett and I grew up with. Her parents are Benjamin and Tia. I'm not sure if you met them yet."
"No, I don't think so, but then again, I met so many people from your side that I'm not sure I can keep their names and faces straight."
"It's alright. You have a lifetime to get to know them."
"Oh, Mr. Cullen, do you plan on spending a lifetime with me?" I asked, teasing.
"I did promise you forever, love," he muttered, his lips against my neck. I wound my arm around the back of his head, running the tips of my fingers against his scalp.
"And I'm going to hold you to it, Mr. Cullen."
"I'm willing to remind you anytime, Mrs. Cullen," he replied, pulling me against his semi-erection.
"Ungh, is it time to go yet?" I asked, feeling myself get wet and heated.
"We still have another hour," he chuckled.
"Okay, then I need to separate myself from you, otherwise I can't be held responsible for what I may do. I'm going to go outside to cool off."
"Alright, I may join you in a bit."
"Sounds good. In the meantime, go catch up with your old college friend."
"Yeah, about him…sorry about that," he grimaced, turning me to face him.
"It's okay, Edward. Tanya will always be a part of your life…our lives. You wouldn't be here right now without everything happening the way it did. I can't be jealous of her. Because of her…I have my forever," I smiled, sadly.
"Who's the cheese ball now?" he asked, offering his crooked grin. "I love you, Bella."
"I love you, too. I'll see you in a few." With a chaste kiss, I left him in the now warm room.
I sighed as I felt the cool air touch the exposed skin of my shoulders and neck; goose bumps quickly formed up and down my arms. I should have grabbed a jacket. I walked over to the railing and leaned against it, smelling Mother Nature in the air and hearing the sounds of the falls not far from me.
"This really has been one amazing wedding, Bella. I'm so happy for you."
I turned around to see Renee walking through the French doors, disturbing the silence around me.
"I didn't mean to interrupt. I just wanted to say good bye before you and Edward left."
"Oh, we still have another hour before we go anywhere. We don't want to get to the airport too soon."
"Do you know where he's taking you yet?" Renee asked, leaning against the rail at least a foot away from me.
"No, he's staying tight-lipped, but that can't last much longer. I'm going to find out at the airport."
"I'm sure he has some romantic place in mind for you two. I really like him, Bella. Not that you need my approval, but I just want you to know."
"Thank you," I nodded.
"So, I know we both said some things the other night that we wouldn't have said without the help of alcohol. I want you know that I'm not going to hold you to anything. The ball is in your court, though. If you want me in your life, it's up to you. Just know that I'd like to be at some point. I want to say let the past be the past, but what you went through isn't something that's easy to forget and I understand that. I just hope that someday you can find it your heart to forgive me."
I looked at the woman who gave birth to me twenty-seven years ago and felt sorry for her. She missed out on knowing an amazing person. I am amazing and deserve better than what she gave me, but she's right…it is in the past.
"You're right, I'm never going to forget. Maybe…someday down the road, however long it is, we may start talking again. I can't promise this great relationship between us because I don't think you deserve it. We'll never be mother and daughter again, but you'll always be the one who brought me into this life…that I can't ignore. At this point, we're just acquaintances. I can't promise you anything more. I will say, if anything happens to me that Edward feels you should know about, he'll have my permission to do so, but that's it. Part of me feels as if you should be allowed more, but that's the Charlie and Edward inside of me talking. I can't listen to that part right now. I hope you can understand."
"As much as it hurts me to hear you say all that, I do understand. I had plenty of years to reach out to you, to make it better before too many strings started to unravel. I chose to be selfish. I hope someday you'll be able to understand how truly sorry I am, and no matter what, I really do love you. If I don't see or talk to you again, I hope you and Edward have a happy life full of love and plenty of children."
"Thank you, Renee, and thank you for understanding."
She made a move to hug me, but instead she patted the top of my hand with hers, left it there for a brief moment and then left me to the solace of the night.
"Hey Bella-Bell, we gotta stop meeting like this," I heard Jacob say behind me, a smile evident by the sound of his voice.
"Hey, Jakey, are you having fun?"
"I am, but I think we have to head back to our room soon. Little Billy is passed out in Leah's arms." I laughed, picturing it in my head. "But I wanted to spend some time alone with you before either one of us left."
He slung his arm over my shoulders as he stood next to me. I scooted closer to him, feeling the warmth emanating off his body.
"You cold?"
"Just a little. Edward got me so heated in there that I walked out here without thinking how chilly the air would be. It was nice at first, but now…not so much," I shook my head, mentally hitting myself for the mistake.
"Here, take my jacket," he said, removing his arm and sliding out of his coat, placing it over my shoulders. I pulled the lapels closer as a small whoosh of air hit my face.
"Thanks," I smiled.
"So, I saw Renee walk back in there. What happened?"
"Well, my stupid self got a little tipsy and said some promising things to her that I now regret. Thankfully, she understood that we were both under the influence and doesn't hold it against me. It's going to take more than a week to mend things between us. And I had to tell her that we may not have the relationship she sees us having down the road. Only time will tell, Jake."
"You know, normally, I'd tell you to stop being so stubborn, but I'm not going to with this situation. You have a right to be. I do have to thank her though, the lack of moms was how we bonded," he grinned.
"Oh, I'm sure we would've found something else to bond over…maybe our mud pies? Or the fishing trips I complained about going on, but now realize I loved because it showed Charlie cared."
"We were destined to be best friends, Bella-Bell. Nothing will ever change that. Not marriage or kids…I'll always be available if you need me."
"Alice and I had a conversation like this earlier tonight," I smiled. "I don't know what I'd do without you two."
"Still be an old maid because you wouldn't have listened to our urges for you to date Edward."
I laughed at his response; the question was meant to be rhetorical, but I should've known he'd quip back.
"You got me there." I wrapped my arms around his sides and held him close to me. "I love you, Jakey."
"I love you too, Bella-Bell. I can't tell you how happy I am to see you in love. You've deserved this for a long time now, especially after the shit you've put up."
"I know, right," I joked.
"Why is it that everytime I come to find you, you're in another man's arms?" I heard Edward ask and Jacob's arm immediately fall to his side. I turned my head to smile at him. "You don't see me tangled up in other women."
"That's because I told my bridesmaids not to get near you, otherwise they'll lose an eye," I beamed. "It's not my fault you didn't do the same with your groomsmen."
"Well aren't you Miss Cheeky," he said, smacking my ass and then resting it there.
"I generally am. Just because it's our wedding day doesn't mean the sass takes a break, dear," I smiled innocently.
"Yeah, well, we'll see how sassy you are when I get you alone," he said in a husky voice, low enough for only me to hear…or at least so I thought.
Jacob choked out a cough and ran a hand through his short spiky hair.
"So, erm, yeah, I'm going to leave you two alone now. Uh, have a safe flight to wherever. Call me when you get there so I know you landed. Congratulations!"
"It's actually time for us to start saying goodbye to people so we can get out of here on time. We'll walk in with you," Edward mentioned, checking his watch.
Edward made a move towards the French doors, but I didn't; instead I stood on my tip toes and threw my arms around Jacob's neck. His arms engulfed me as he picked me up off the ground.
"Thank you for being my protector these last couple of years, Jakey," I mumbled into his neck.
"It's been my pleasure, but I'm ready to hand the reins off. I am here for back up whenever it's needed."
"Duly noted, Jake. Thanks," Edward said.
Jacob put me back down and I released my hold on him. I pulled back, water prickling the corner of my eyes.
"It's only a week, Bella. You'll see him again," Edward chuckled.
"I know," I said swatting him in the arm. "You know I get overly emotional at weddings."
"That I do, love. Come on, let's go say goodbye to everyone else."
He took my hand and guided us back inside where we announced our departure to our guests. We were quickly surrounded in a sea of people giving us hugs, kisses and well wishes. I was thankful that when we walked out into the hotel lobby that our family and friends followed. They waited there with Edward, while Alice, Rosalie and Leah went upstairs to help me change out of my dress. When we came back down, Alexis stepped in front of me as I got off the elevator and I immediately picked her up as we made our way to the limo.
"I want to come with you. Why can't I go?" Alexis pouted, twirling a piece of my hair around her finger.
"This is a trip for just your dad and me. We'll go on another one with you when we get back. You get to spend the week with Nana and Papa, who are going to spoil you like crazy," I replied, trying to get her to laugh by tickling her belly but she wasn't budging.
"But I don't want to be with them. I want to stay with you. Please, please can't I go?" Tears started to fall from her eyes and I felt my resolve start to break. I could never say no to her.
"I wish you could, baby girl, but…"
"Alexis Grace, stop giving your mom a hard time. You're staying here with Nana and Papa and that's final," Edward insisted.
"Edward, don't be mean. She's never been without you, at least for this long of a time. Try to be a little more understandable."
He sighed and took Alexis from me.
"Lexi, this is what happens when couples get married…they go on a honeymoon by themselves. It allows them to continue the fairytale for just a little bit longer. Remember in the Little Mermaid, Ariel and Eric sail off into the sun without her dad and her family?"
"Uh-huh."
"Well, they were going on their honeymoon. Same thing with Cinderella and her prince when they rode off in the carriage."
"But there was no honeymoon in Enchanted," she argued.
Oh, she was good.
"That's because we never saw them get married," he countered. "If they did, the daughter would have spent the week with her grandparents."
Alexis continued to argue with Edward, shutting down each one of his points. I had to fight to keep the smile off my face as I watched. Finally, Charlie stepped in and got Alexis to quit making a case by offering to let her stay the following weekend with him and Sue; she jumped at the opportunity, even asking if she could go fishing with him.
I said goodbye to Carlisle and Esme- thanking them once again for throwing an amazing wedding. To Emmett, Rosalie and their entire family- telling them how much I enjoyed their performances. Hugged Alice and Jasper, even rubbed her belly. Finally, said one last so long to Jacob, Leah and Little Billy before saying goodbye to my dad and Sue. I left Alexis for last knowing she needed that last little bit of love and attention.
"Now, you be good for Nana and Papa as well as Charlie and Sue. We'll call you as soon as we can," I told her, kneeling down to her level.
"I will. Will you bring me back something?"
"Uh, sure," I shrugged. "What do you want?"
"Anything."
"Okay. I love you, baby girl."
"Love you too, Momma." Her little arms wrapped around my neck and I held her tightly, not wanting to let her go.
"Alright, Bella, it's only a week," Edward said, trying to pull me up. I allowed him to help me up, but I took Alexis with me. "Dad."
Carlisle stepped forward and yanked Alexis from my arms. I slowly waved goodbye to Alexis as Edward ushered me into the limo. I continued to look sadly out the window, waving until I couldn't see them anymore. When I turned back around, I found Edward staring hungrily at my body. The moment he licked his lips, my whole body flushed with need for him.
"I already miss seeing you in your dress, however this one lets me enjoy your legs," he mentioned, running his right hand over my lower thighs, which rested over his right leg. My body hummed under his touch.
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