Well that isn't exactly true.
Edward had special ordered his Baby Grand Piano and that was the last piece of furniture to arrive. Once it did, Edward called his mom to see if Alexis could spend the night with them; he obviously remembered our conversation.
I think it topped the night in the limo.
During the first seven months of the New Year, we'd been blessed with a new addition to our family- William Harry Black. My godson was born February 16; Leah had to be induced after a week of not going into labor because the little guy didn't want to come out. He had a full head of straight, black hair, dark brown eyes and the most adorable chubby cheeks; he was an exact replica of Jacob. Well almost, William had Leah's nose and ears. On top of that good news, that same month we found out that Rosalie was indeed having a baby girl. Alice had immediately gone shopping and bought out all the pink newborn clothes at multiple stores. She also started planning the baby shower.
How she found the time to do that and plan her own wedding was beyond me. Alice and Jasper decided that they wanted a winter wedding and set their date for December fifth; their color scheme was going to be light blue and silver.
While Alice handled her own wedding and the baby shower, I was left to help Sue plan her wedding to Charlie, part of my job description as maid of honor. They wanted to get married at La Push Beach, something simple with family and close friends, but elegant at the same time. Both Charlie and Sue were very young when they got married the first time around-Charlie eloped with Renee while Sue was married to Harry by a Justice of the Peace; this time around, they wanted what they couldn't have back then. Since it was going to be an outside wedding on the beach, we wanted warm weather. So they decided on July eleventh.
I nearly pulled my hair out planning a wedding in four months from Seattle, getting situated in a new home, spending quality with Edward and Alexis, and working crazy hours at work while Leah was on maternity leave. But amazingly, I did it all.
I must've done something good at some point in my life.
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July 11, 2010
I smiled, feeling the warmth of the sun against my face and hearing the sounds of the water crashing against the shore. I couldn't believe that we were here, back at La Push Beach. I remembered bringing Edward here nine months ago for the first time to celebrate my birthday with the people I cared about the most. Who knew then that we would be back, our family and friends surrounding us for this joyous occasion?
Someday it will be our day.
I looked down the sandy aisle, covered in red, orange, yellow and purple petals; colors that represented something for both Charlie and Sue-orange for Harry, yellow for Seth, red for Renee and purple for me. At the end stood the man I loved, looking more handsome than ever. He was dressed in a black suit with a white dress shirt, and a plum color vest and tie, his feet were bare and his Ray Bans sat on the bridge of his nose. He hadn't noticed that we had lined up, so I could only see his profile, laughing about something one of the guys said.
I held the bouquet of white, plum, and violet color lilies in my right hand as I ran my left over my dress making sure that there weren't any wrinkles. I looked up and fixed my eyes on my father, who couldn't keep a smile off his face; though, to me the nerves were evident in his demeanor.
She had grown up so much, becoming a five year old who acted as if she were fourteen; Edward was ready to pull his hair out at the attention she was getting from the boys. I informed him that it was only going to get worse once she started kindergarten in a couple of months, and he would scowl every time, making me laugh. I was just happy to see Alexis become more outgoing rather than the shy child I met nearly two years ago.
Once she reached the end, she turned towards the crowd and curtsied, making everyone laugh at her antics. Next, it was Alice, Rachel and Leah's turn; each one looked beautiful in the plum colored halter dress. It took us forever to find the perfect color for Leah and Rachel's darker complexion and Alice's porcelain like complexion.
I can't believe that even after a year together he could still do that to me.
I turned around to see my soon-to-be stepmother looking radiant in her white, spaghetti strap dress, her long, dark brown hair framing her face.
"Are you ready for this?" I asked her with a smile.
"Yes." She nodded.
"I'll see you down there."
"Okay, sweetheart."
I locked eyes with Edward again and slowly made my way down the path, my eyes never wavering from his until I reached the end. I stopped in front of my father, offering a smile and kissing his cheek.
"I love you, Bells," he mentioned.
"I love you, too, Dad."
I stepped to the side smiling at the three ladies to my right. Seth finished the song and the musicians transitioned to the traditional wedding song. Everyone stood to watch Sue walk towards Charlie, but my eyes were on him. He stood with his hands folded in front of him, swaying from side to side, and his gaze down towards the sand until someone gasped at what I was assuming was the sight of Sue in her gown. His head slowly lifted and in that moment, my father was a goner, mesmerized by the beauty of the woman who would soon be his wife. His eyes sparkled, slightly teary-eyed, with an expression of wonder and awe on his face. I had to bite the inside of my cheek to keep myself from tearing up myself at the sight.
Alice would kill me if I messed up my makeup.
"You look absolutely gorgeous, Sue," he complimented, taking her hand into his.
"Thank you."
She handed her bouquet of purple lilies to me, and then turned towards the minister. We all listened as they shared their words of love and devotion in front of their family and friends and recited their vows, facing each other.
"I, Charlie, take you, Sue, to be my friend, my lover, and my wife. I will be yours in time of plenty and in times of want, in times of sickness and in times of health, in times of joy and in times of sorrow, in times of failure and in times of triumph. I promise to cherish and respect you, to care and protect you, to comfort and encourage you and stay with you for all eternity," Charlie recited.
"I, Sue, take you, Charlie, to be my partner, loving what I know of you, and trusting what I do not yet know. I eagerly anticipate the chance to grow together, getting to know the man you will become, and falling in love a little more every day. I promise to love and cherish you through whatever life may bring us," Sue replied.
With an exchange of the rings, Charlie and Sue were pronounced husband and wife.
"You may now kiss the bride," the minister said.
"Finally," Charlie breathed, pulling Sue into his chest and pressing his lips to hers for a sweet, but passionate kiss as some of us laughed and others took pictures.
I looked over at Edward and mouthed words of love; he then blew an air kiss my way.
When they pulled apart and finally announced as 'Mr. and Mrs. Charlie Swan', everyone stood up, applauding the newly married couple. I handed Sue her bouquet and she and Charlie walked down the aisle, followed by the wedding party.
I was elated for my father and new mother.
Before we could walk over to the reception down the beach under a big tent, the wedding party had to take photos. First, we watched the groomsmen put on their smiling faces. Alexis and I stood off to the side watching the guys and swaying to the music we could hear coming from the tent.
"When will that be you and daddy, momma?" Alexis asked, twirling.
"Um, I'm not really sure, sweetie. That is a question you have to ask your dad."
It'd been six months since Edward and I had talked about getting married, not that I was counting or anything. We moved into the house and all conversations ceased. It was as if the two of us switched places. I couldn't wait to be engaged and married now that I was around wedding craziness all the time between Sue and Alice. Each time we went out on a date, I wondered if it would be the day he got down on one knee and proposed, only to be disappointed. It was sad, I had become one of those women who needed a rock on her finger and I hated it; I was never one of them before all this planning. I knew no matter what, Edward and I would spend the rest of our lives together so I didn't understand why I was feeling this way.
"He's ready, momma, he's just waiting for the right time. He wants it to be special...for you. A day that is yours."
I looked down at my daughter, staring up at me with angelic eyes and I kissed her forehead.
"Thank you, Lex."
I continued to dance with her until Leah approached us with baby William. I immediately took the nearly six-month-old out of her arms, cooing to make him smile. I crouched down to Alexis' level so she could play with him as well. Even at his young age, he already had a personality that matched his father's jovial one. His dark brown eyes sparkled as Alexis made him giggle with her funny faces.
"Are you getting ideas, love?" I heard the velvety rich voice ask from behind.
I smiled, knowing that his face held my favorite smirk. His eyes seemed to glaze over whenever I held William, and I could only hope that he was thinking about our future children. I slowly stood up and turned around to face him; sure enough, it was plastered on his face. I took in the full view in front of me, his hands in his pockets, the glasses back on and his hair a mess; I nearly drooled.
Edward closed the distance between us and gently kissed my lips.
"Why is it that every time I turn around, this child is in your arms?" he inquired with a smile.
"Are you afraid of a little competition?" I countered.
"I'm not sure William can handle you," he argued.
"Oh, am I that big of a pain in the butt?" I replied, trying to hide my smile.
"You're a pain in something, but I'm not sure butt is the right word, love." He grinned mischievously.
"Ha ha, Edward," I laughed sarcastically. "Keep it up, mister, and you'll be on the sofa tonight."
"Oh, ouch. That hurt," he said, clutching his chest as I laughed.
"Momma, it's our turn," Alexis announced.
"I'll be right there." I rose up on my toes, trying to get closer to Edward's ear. "Just so you know, I'm getting plenty of ideas. I just hope you're ready for what I have planned."
I winked and sashayed away from a dumbfounded Edward, smoothing my hair down with one hand. I handed William to Jacob so that we could take our pictures.
Twenty minutes later, we finished taking photos; I thought it was sweet of Charlie and Sue to want one of our little family with them. We made our way over to the reception, laughing as the wind whipped our hair and clothes around. Walking barefoot and our feet sinking into the sand with each step.
The reception was everything I pictured it to be and more. The guests were treated to cocktails and appetizers while they waited. There were a variety of drinks: margaritas and other tropical mixed drinks, two kinds of beer-Vitamin R or Yuengling, as well as fresh fruit juices for those under age. The first batch of food consisted of shrimp cocktail, mini crab cakes, sun-dried tomato bread and fresh fruit.
Before more food was served, we were all introduced. As Charlie and Sue were announced, all the guests clinked their glasses to get them to kiss. Charlie, as smooth as he was, grabbed Sue around the waist, dipping her slightly and pressed his lips to hers. She was laughing through the whole thing, until their mouths met; then she lost herself in the kiss, her hands tangling in his peppered-colored locks. He raised them both up, their mouths still together as they straightened; Alexis added her own bit of commentary with 'get a room!'
I guess that means we need to cut down the time she spends with her cousins and her Uncle Emmett. Only they would teach her something like that.
Charlie and Sue finally separated, attempting to fill their lungs with some much needed air. They didn't get much of a chance to do so since the band began to play the notes for their first dance as husband and wife, Rascal Flatts' 'The Day Before You.' Charlie snaked his arm around Sue's back and held onto her right hand.
I had all but given up on finding
The one that I could fall into
On the day before you
I was ready to settle for
Less than love and not much more
There was no such thing as a dream come true
Oh, but that was all the day before you
Now you're here and everything's changing
Suddenly life means so much
I can't wait to wake up tomorrow
And find out this promise is true
I will never have to go back to
The day before you
In your eyes I see forever
Makes me wish that my life never knew
The day before you
Listening to the lyrics, I found myself giving into the tears that I tried to keep at bay during the ceremony. Edward wrapped his arms around my upper body and I snuggled into his warm chest, placing a kiss on his covered heart.
"It's okay, baby," he said, but my thoughts were somewhere else.
Charlie really was content on living the rest of his life alone, as a single man. He'd been alone since Renee left; no one to come home to, no companionship from a woman, no intimacy...
Oh my God, Charlie had been celebrant since Renee, well until he began dating Sue.
I gasped at this realization.
How did he withstand not having sex for so long? That's twenty years. Good God
I could feel my face scrunching up as my mind continued to spiral out of control.
Why are you even thinking about this? You should not be thinking about your dad having sex. Dammit...stop! I mentally yelled at myself and apparently slapped my forehead, since Edward was suddenly crouching down in front of me.
"What's wrong, love?" he asked concerned.
I would be, too. Sane people don't smack themselves to get the bad thoughts out of their heads. I don't think sane people let their thoughts go that far.
"Bella, seriously, you're scaring me with your facial expressions."
"I...I just thought about my dad having sex." I shivered. "Ugh, and they'll be doing it tonight because that's what you do on your wedding night."
Edward stared at me for a few seconds, then bent over in silent laughter. I looked around to see if anyone was watching us, but all eyes were on Charlie and Sue, thankfully.
"It's not funny. Make the images stop, Edward. I'm making myself nauseous," I whined.
I really didn't have an excuse to whine, it was my own fault.
"Okay, okay, I'm sorry, Bella, but what the hell made you think of that?" he inquired, trying unsuccessfully to stifle his laughter.
"No, you're not. If you were really sorry, you wouldn't still be laughing," I huffed, crossing my arms over my chest.
Yes, I was acting like a petulant child at the age of twenty-six.
"Alright, I'm sobering really; tell me why in the world you would have those images in your head?"
"Well, this song fits Charlie and Sue really well. They never thought they'd find love again and look at them. Then I thought about how lonely my dad must have been all these years without a female companion, which led to me thinking about my father not having sex for twenty years. Twenty years, Edward. It'd be fine if he didn't know what he was missing, but he's had sex before and he must have enjoyed it because I heard my parents when I was younger, so they had it more than once," I rambled, throwing my hands around for emphasis.
"Bella, Bella," he called, shaking me to get my attention. "Shut-up."
"What?" I questioned, not hearing him.
"Shut...up," he repeated.
"But, Edward..." I started before he cut me off with his soft lips. They moved in fluid motion with mine, one sucking on the other, pressing then pulling, working my mouth just the way I liked it. And in a way, that made me forget all thoughts before that kiss, leaving me breathless.
The song and dance ended just as Edward released my lips, a smug smirk plastered on his face.
"Better?"
"Much, thank you," I smiled blissfully, losing myself in his gorgeous eyes.
The humming around us, the fact that there were people surrounding us, slowly came back to me and we took our seats with everyone else. The rest of the food was served-a chicken Caesar salad followed by a choice of grilled Mahi Mahi, prime rib or chicken marsala, with side dishes of mashed potatoes, grilled vegetables or wild rice.
Yeah, the drinks maybe cheesy, but they weren't playing around when it came to the food.
We decided to hold off on cutting the cake and let everyone work off some of that food they just ate by dancing. I found myself chatting more than dancing, getting to know some of Sue's family. I spoke with her older brother and younger sister who were both elated at seeing her in love again.
I was sitting with Alice, discussing her wedding when I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned around to see Charlie.
"May I have this dance, Bells?" he asked.
"Of course, dad." I smiled, standing up and looping my arm through his as he led us to the dance floor.
"Ladies and gentlemen, the father/daughter dance with a twist."
Everyone clapped as I placed one hand in his and the other on his shoulder. The piano started to play and once again, the moisture prickled in the corners of my eyes.
Goodnight, my angel
Time to close your eyes
And save these questions for another day
"No tears, sweetie." He smiled with a shake of his head. "Remember how I used to sing this song to you every night before bed?"
"I do. Even when I didn't need to hear it anymore, you would hum it for me. Thank you, daddy."
I think I know what you've been asking me
I think you know what I've been trying to say
I promised I would never leave you
And you should always know
Wherever you may go
No matter where you are
I never will be far away
"You and Sue did an amazing job with this wedding," he mentioned.
"It really did turn out great. Is it everything you wanted?"
"It's more. You know I sent an invitation to your mother, but she already had plans or something," he said sounding...disappointed?
"I'm glad she's not here. This day is about you and Sue. Renee would've made it about her somehow."
Charlie looked at me with sad eyes and I waited for him to say what he needed. He let out a deep breath.
"I know that you are a grown woman so you can make your own decisions, but, Bells, you should talk to her. She misses you."
"It takes two people to have a conversation, dad. I don't see her reaching out," I said bitterly.
"She thinks she's made too many mistakes and you can't forgive her."
"She may have the right mindset there." I shrugged.
"Call her, Bells. Let her know how great you're doing, that you're happily in love, that you're a mother. I mean at least thank her."
I scoffed at his last sentence.
"Hear me out before you go yelling at me. You know I love Renee, but I'll admit she didn't always do right by you. However, she has taught you how not to be a mother."
I bit my lip and I mulled over what Charlie said.
Goodnight, my angel
Now it's time to dream
And dream how wonderful your life will be
Someday your child may cry
And if you sing this lullaby
Then in your heart
There will always be a part of me
We didn't say another word until the song ended.
"Just think about it, Bells. As I said before, you're a grown woman, so whatever decision you choose to make, I'll support," he said, placing a kiss on my forehead.
"Thanks, dad."
"Now, there is a young man who I know has been waiting to dance with you all night. I picked out another special song just for the two of you, so please dance with him," he said, leading us towards Edward, who was dancing with Alexis.
She had been occupying his time for most of the night. I didn't mind though, she deserved to spend some time with her father.
"May we cut in?" Charlie inquired.
Edward gestured with his hand for Charlie to step in. He took Alexis' hands and helped her step up onto the top of his shoes, dancing off with her as the next song started. Edward took me into his arms, his right hand sliding around my back, pulling my body so close that there was no space between us, his left interlocking with mine. The music started off with a steady drum beat with a guitar mixed in. Our hips swayed back and forth to the beat.
"Hello, beautiful," he greeted. "I can't believe I finally get you all to myself."
"Yea, I'm sorry about that."
"I'll forgive you as long as you focus on us until the end of this song."
"I can do that," I agreed.
I can see it in your eyes
And feel it in your touch
I know that you're scared
But you've never been this loved
It's a long shot, baby,
I know it's true.
But if anyone can make it,
I'm bettin' on me and you.
Just keep on moving into me,
I know you're gonna see
The best is yet to come
"You know, Keith Urban does have a point. The best has yet to come for us, love," he mentioned, softly just as the chorus started.
He twirled me away from him then pulled me back with another spin under his arm.
And don't fear it now,
We're going all the way.
That sun is shining on a brand new day.
It's a long way down
And it's a leap of faith
But we're never giving up
Cuz I know we've got a once in a lifetime love
I wound my arms around his neck, my fingers skimming through his hair to bring his head closer to mine.
"You definitely took a leap of faith with me, baby." I smiled.
"I think it's the other way around. A broken man with a three year old daughter...that's a red alert in most women's books."
"Yes, but I'm not most women."
"That you aren't, Bella," he chuckled, shaking his head.
He slid his right leg between mine, rocking us back and forth as both his hands found themselves planted on my lower back. I smiled, watching his eyes look at me intently.
Everybody's looking
For what we've found
Some wait their whole life
And it never comes around.
So don't hold back now.
Just let go of all you've ever known
You can put your hand in mine.
With all of Edward's talents, I shouldn't have been surprised by the fact that he could dance; and when I say dance, I mean he had to have taken lessons at some point in his life. He spun us around the dance floor and it felt exhilarating to be in his arms, letting everyone see that he, and he alone, made me completely happy.
"You know, I trust you with my life, but most importantly with my heart," I whispered.
He closed his eyes, resting his forehead on mine as he slowed our movements.
I close my eyes and I see you standing right there
Sayin 'I do' and they're throwing the rice in our hair.
Well the first one's born
And a brother comes along,
And he's got your smile.
I've been looking back on the life we had
I'm still by your side.
I nudged my head up a bit, capturing his mouth, letting him know that I wanted the same things too. It was as if Keith wrote this song specifically about us.
We've come a long way.
The song ended and I found myself breathless, but overcome with joy.
"Again, we need to go dancing one night," I mentioned, taking deep breaths. "You're just so sexy."
"Mm, I could say the same about you, beautiful," he replied with a chaste kiss. "You're amazing to watch. You simply glow when you're happy."
"Ladies and gentlemen, please join the newlyweds as they cut the cake," someone announced.
My eyes watched everyone rush to get a spot where they would get the best picture. I grasped Edward's hand to join the rest of the guests.
Together, Charlie and Sue cut into the cake; he let Sue cut a piece for him on the bottom before he took a slice from the middle for her. They each grabbed a bit then posed as they shoved the cake into the other's mouth. Everyone 'awed' when Sue helped him get the icing off the edges of his mouth with her fingers.
Quil yelled in the background 'lick it' making everyone laugh, and Seth and I to groan.
Once the cake was cut, the party started to wrap up.
"Can we please get all the single ladies on the dance floor?" Charlie announced, the band playing the 'Single Ladies' beat behind him. "And yes, Alice, honey, you are still considered single until Jasper puts that other ring on your finger."
Alice was squealing at the chance to catch the bouquet; she thought she'd have to sit it out since she was engaged. She pulled me up to the front of the group, pushing and shoving her way there. There weren't more than a dozen of us standing in front of Sue, but Alice was on a mission and she meant business. Sue pointed at me before turning her back to us. She held the flowers in front of her then tossed them back over her head with not very much effort. I watched as it floated in the air, appearing as if they were moving in slow motion right towards me, much like you see in the movies; but in reality, it all happened very quickly. Before I knew it, I was standing by myself, holding the prize and everyone else was circled around me with smiling faces. I looked at each of them suspiciously, as Alice congratulated me.
I moved out of the way for the handful of single men. It was time to watch Charlie sneak up Sue's leg to grab the garter. I turned my back to it.
After the thoughts I had earlier, I didn't need to see anything that may trigger them again.
Once the silky elastic band was off and spinning around his finger, Charlie smiled mischievously. Like Sue, he turned around and threw the piece of material over his shoulder. The toss fell short; at first glance, it looked as if Jasper and Edward were going for it together, but with an instant replay in my head, Jasper was pushing Edward towards it. They both fell with an 'umph.' Jasper stood up, wiping the bit of sand off his suit while Edward raised himself up with a crooked grin.
"Alright, Bella, come and join your boyfriend. He needs to put the garter on you now," Sue said, wagging her eyebrows.
Although I was feeling quite sheepish on the inside at the prospect of what lie ahead, I held my head up and sauntered my way over to Edward. I could feel my cheeks prickle with a slight burn; the fact that both Paul and Quil were whistling, egging the entire thing on didn't help. Once I was within reach, Edward pulled me into his side, nuzzling his face into my hair.
"Come here often, beautiful?" he asked in a teasing tone.
"Actually, I do. I hear weddings are the best place to pick up single men," I responded.
"Take a seat, Bella," Jacob ordered, placing a chair next to me.
"Now, Edward, I'm sure you know what you need to do?" Charlie chuckled.
"I'm all over this, Charlie," he smirked in a way that he shouldn't.
My dad gave him a warning look, adding a pointed finger for good measure. "Watch it, buddy. I like you, but she's still my daughter."
I felt my cheeks burst into flames over their interaction, burying my face in the palms of my hands, shaking my head.
"Don't be embarrassed, love. The fun is just beginning," Edward said low enough for only me to hear.
He got down on one knee and pulled my hands away from my face, my breath hitched seeing him in this position. I knew this wasn't the moment.
You never outshine the bride and groom on their wedding day.
But getting a glimpse of what Edward would look like once he popped the question made my heart flutter. I couldn't take my eyes off his as he entertained the crowd and I think offered his sexy smirk? His emerald green eyes were bright; I'd say they twinkled a bit.
"Ow-ow!" a female voice exclaimed.
"Get her, Edward!" someone else yelled.
I wasn't sure how much time passed by before I felt the smoothness of the fabric climbing up my right leg as well as the blazing fire from his lingering touch. I knew he was finished when I heard everyone applauding and then whistling. He stood up then held his hand out for me to take, which I did. I was annoyed with his antics but seeing the bliss on his face...my resolve to make him squirm a bit quickly faded.
"You're always the entertainer. And you say you don't know where Lexi gets it."
"Did you enjoy it?" he smirked, wagging his brows.
I shrugged then walked away, swaying my hips with emphasis. I left a somewhat stunned Edward to go say good-bye to the guests who were slowly starting to leave. Charlie and Sue left before the rest of the wedding party to catch their flight, having booked a hotel on the beach in Sarasota, Florida. We waved and wished them luck with their travels.
Before the night ended, we partied a little bit more. I danced with my new stepbrother, Seth, as well as Jacob; Edward danced with Alice and Leah. Though he was dancing with them, his eyes remained fixed on me, trying to decipher my mood.
An hour later, the three of us were the last to leave; Edward escorted a sleeping Alexis and me to the car. His eyes kept glancing my way, but I tried my best to ignore him. He sighed loudly, which was his way of trying to get me to start talking, so I finally gave in.
"What, Edward?" I huffed with a little giggle.
"I'm sorry I embarrassed you. I was just having fun. I thought I was being sexy, turning you on."
Oh, you were turning me on. I just don't know what you were doing.
"It's just that sometimes when I get around you, I just can't control myself," he explained, stopping next to the car.
"I can understand that," I said as he pulled me closer to him with his free arm.
"I love you, Bella."
I let out a loud breath, wrapping my arms around his waist. "I love you, too."
We finished our conversation with a chaste kiss, and then Edward put Alexis in the back seat as I got in myself.
"By the way, everyone said they loved it and want to attend the next wedding we'll be at so they can see us do it again. Apparently you were quite a hit," I mentioned as he got in the car.
"What?"
"Yup, and Jacob said Seth got the whole thing on tape so we can watch it later since I kind of spaced during it," I said nonchalantly.
"Spaced? Where'd you go?" he asked, starting the car.
"I was too busy staring into your eyes to even comprehend what you were doing."
"So, you made me apologize for nothing?"
"I didn't make you do anything, love. You felt the need to apologize all on your own." I smiled sweetly.
"You made me believe that I did something wrong, walking away the way you did."
I shrugged in response.
"Oh, oh, oh, you are so in for it when we get to Charlie's," he shook his head in disbelief. "And that's a promise I will be keeping."
"Mm, I can't wait," I purred rubbing my thighs together, feeling myself start to get aroused.
Once we made it to the house, Edward said he wanted me in the bedroom, naked on the bed, waiting. He put Alexis to bed in Charlie's room and I did as he requested. True to his word, he made me pay for what I did-first, on my knees, then against the wall, and lastly on all fours. It was an exhausting night, but so worth it.
Edward's POV
September 22, 2010
I'd been counting down the days, running the plan over and over again in my head; even taking the time to write it down on paper at work to make sure it all made sense. Of course, I immediately ripped the paper up once I was finished. I couldn't let anyone find out what I was doing for fear that they would ruin the surprise by either telling Bella or trying to sabotage it.
Hey, you never know with some of the crazy nurses I work with. They still don't get that I have a girlfriend. They really need to learn and understand the word ‘respect'.
I'd been working for months on this overdue gift, but I was waiting for this specific date.
I woke up especially early, my excuse being that I had an early shift at the hospital, though I had the day off. I showered and dressed in my navy blue scrubs, to keep up pretenses and they're her favorite, before Bella had a chance to wake up. I ran downstairs to turn on the coffee pot before stopping by Alexis' room to get her up, which apparently I didn't need to do.
My daughter was sitting up in bed watching cartoons on Nickelodeon. I checked my watch to make sure time hadn't run away from me.
Yeah it's only six.
"Lexi, what are you doing up? You're never up this early on your own," I asked, setting my hands on my hips.
"Today is the day for the surprise," she responded, climbing out of her bed. "I'm ready to help."
"It is and I'm going to need your help, but first you need to go shower. I'm going to wake up Bella. Can you get dressed on your own?"
"I'm five, Dad," she said, looking at me as if I'd asked a stupid question.
"Oh, well," I huffed, holding my hands up in surrender. "I didn't mean to offend you."
She rolled her eyes and led the way out of the room. She veered to the left to use 'her' bathroom and I went to the right to see Bella. She was lying on her stomach, her left hand clutching my pillow close to her face. Her lips were moving quickly with a sweet whisper of a sound coming from them, but I couldn't make out what she was saying. I crawled into our bed to kneel next to her, my hand rubbing small circles over her lower back which was exposed to my touch. I bent down until my mouth was skimming the shell of her ear.
"Time to get up, my love," I said sweetly, my hand moving to stroke her locks.
"Mm, a couple more minutes, Edward," she mumbled.
"Sorry, baby, but you have to open up this morning."
"Ugh, damn Leah and her doctor's appointments."
"Yeah, yeah, you can continue complaining as you take that fine ass of yours into the shower," I chuckled, smacking her ass.
Leah really didn't have a doctor's appointment; she was just helping me out with my gift.
"Are you going to join me?" She smiled, her eyes still closed.
"Already showered. I have to go into work early remember?"
She pouted, her forehead crinkling a bit as she thought about that conversation. However, her sad face quickly disappeared as soon as she opened her eyes.
"You're wearing the blue ones," she observed.
"Yeah, do you like 'em or something?" I smirked, looking down at my top.
"Yeah, or something." She bit her bottom lip as she toyed with the drawstring.
Her hand brushed against my crotch and I had to stifle a groan. I bundled her hands into mine, stopping her before anything could progress.
"Baby," she whined, which sent an electric current straight to my cock.
Dammit! I leaned back slightly to check the clock and cursed to myself.
"I would really love to. Believe me, but I let you sleep until the last minute. You have to get up if you want to get to work on time."
"Alright, alright, I'm up," she huffed, pushing herself up to a sitting position.
I watched her naked form shuffle to the bathroom and I headed back downstairs so that I wouldn't be tempted again.
"Alright, Lexi, let's go. Nana is waiting," I called from the bottom of the stairs then headed back into the kitchen.
"Edward, why is Lex going to your mother's? What about school?" she inquired, pouring coffee in a to-go mug.
"Oh, uh, she and my dad are taking the grandkids to Disney until Sunday. Apparently Carlisle got a great deal on a vacation package from a patient," I responded, sheepishly.
"You're just now telling me about this?" Oh, shit, she's mad. "And does Alexis know?"
"Well, I haven't told Lexi why she's going to my mom's. They wanted to surprise her and the boys. They were going to take Chloe, but Em didn't think Rose would be okay with that," I mentioned, running my hand through my hair.
"So, in other words I need to keep my mouth shut?"
"Yes, please."
"And when did you find out?" She continued her twenty questions with a raise of her brow.
"Two weeks ago, but my mom made me promise not to tell you either."
"I can't believe you kept this from me. What if I had made plans to do something with her? What if I promised her something?" she rambled off, taking her bagel and sitting on a barstool at the counter.
I didn't think she'd be this pissed at me. Shit! This isn't how I wanted things to go today. I asked my mom to plan something for she and Alexis this weekend so that Bella and I could be alone. We haven't had that time in a while. I need to make this right.
"Did you?" I asked, cringing as the words left my mouth.
"Well, no, but that isn't the point."
I closed the space between us placing my hand on the back of the stool and leaning close to her.
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you, but my mom made me promise. It was not only a surprise for the kids but also for us. This means a weekend to ourselves to do whatever we please. Emmett was sworn to the same secrecy."
Bella was silent and that was never a good sign. She took a bite of her bagel then a sip of her coffee before saying anything.
"You should know by now that I don't like surprises."
I breathed a sigh of relief; I was in the clear.
"Yes, I do and you should know that I'm not going to stop," I replied, grabbing her wrist and bringing the bagel to my mouth to take a bite.
She shook her head at me, trying to pretend that she wasn't amused.
"I'm ready, daddy," Alexis announced, joining us.
"Well, don't you look very pretty," Bella complimented, her mood changing the moment she saw Alexis. "Did you pick that out yourself?"
"Yes, I did." She nodded. "Now, let's go."
"Wow, she's gotten demanding. I'm not sure I like what kindergarten is doing to my little girl. Maybe she should come back to daycare."
Bella didn't like that Alexis was going to school; she missed the bonding time that they had. That may explain why she's so upset with this surprise trip. I came out of my thought to brown eyes staring at me, waiting.
"Uh, no. She needs to go to school, babe, it's the law. Anyway, I'll call you during my break. Maybe we can meet up for lunch or something?" I suggested.
"Sounds good," she said with a quick peck. "And you're still not out of the dog house."
"Never thought I was." I smirked.
I kissed her one more time then walked away, grabbing my mug and the keys off the counter. As I walked out the door, I already missed the heat I felt whenever my body was close to hers. Alexis followed me out to the car and we drove the familiar route into Seattle; on the way, I explained what I needed her to do and how important her role was.
The sounds of the car doors slamming shut echoed off the buildings. I held Alexis' hand as we made our way to a place we hadn't been to this early in the morning for a couple of weeks.
I sat down first, leaning my back against the cement block and Alexis sat in my lap. I rested my head against the hard, pointed surface trying to get my nerves under control.
"She'll love it, daddy," Alexis commented, pulling the box I asked her to hold onto out of her backpack. I took it from her, putting it in my shirt pocket.
And with that simple statement, the butterflies disappeared and my mind thought about how far Alexis and I had come.
"You want this right? You're not going to throw a tantrum once everything is set in stone? There is no going back after this, you know?" I questioned, raising my brows.
She looked down, her fingers holding the locket that once belonged to Tanya. I thought we had lost it in the move from Chicago to Seattle, but Bella found it during our unpacking expedition and gave it to Alexis on her fifth birthday. Bella wanted her to have a piece of her mother wherever she went, and she added a picture of Tanya so she'd always remember. About a month later, Alexis asked if I could add Bella's photo as well. She said she wanted both of her moms with her, one watching from above while the other was here.
She didn't exactly say it in those words, but you get the point.
"I love her, daddy. She is my mom. There ain't anyone else. She completes us."
When did my daughter get so wise about love? She was starting to sound like me, talking about completing us and now I sound like Jerry Maguire.
"I just wanted to make sure because you know you do have a say in all this. If you didn't want this to happen, I wouldn't do it."
I thought it was important to make Alexis feel as much of a part of this surprise as possible. Everything I did since she was born was for her; well, in the beginning Bella was all for me, but as our relationship grew things slowly started to expand to include Alexis.
I deserved to be selfish for just a little bit.
"I know," she responded, placing her hands on my check and squeezing softly. "It's time, daddy, trust me."
"I trust you, baby girl, and I love you so much."
"Love you, too." She kissed me quickly then laid her head on my shoulder, tucking her hands under her body to get warm.
She's growing up, but she'll always be my little girl. The one that showed me a new meaning to life the second the nurse placed her in my arms.
My hand circled around her back smoothly as I anticipated the sound of footsteps approaching. I closed my eyes while I waited, allowing the calming breaths of my daughter to continue to ease the nerves that were trying to erupt.
A few minutes later, I finally heard it, a tiny clicking along the pavement. My Bella was finally here. I could see her squinting and walking cautiously... Thank God, she's being careful... As each step brought her closer to me. She was trying to figure out who was sitting here, waiting, much as she did that first day I met her, the first day I began to fall in love with her. Her face scrunched up in confusion once she figured out that it was just me.
"Edward? What are you doing here? Did you forget something?" she asked, stopping in front of me.
The look of utter bewilderment on her face made me smile.
"No, I didn't forget anything. In fact, I'm right where I'm supposed to be."
"What about dropping Lex off at your mom's and work?" she inquired, puzzled.
"Let's not worry about that right now," I chuckled, nervously.
"Okay. But could you please tell me what's going on?" She looked around to see if anyone else was here, but there was no one, it was just the three of us.
"Sure, let me just stand up here," I grunted, moving Alexis off my lap.
I was going to lay her on the blanket that I brought just in case but she started to stir; she situated herself against the wall, watching, and waiting. I stood up and slowly took the few steps to Bella, taking her hands into mine.
"Bella, do you know what today is?"
"It's September twenty-second," she shrugged.
"Yes, it is. Can you remember what happened on this day?"
"Edward," she huffed, getting annoyed with me, "I don't know what game you're playing, but I...wait..."
I nodded my head as she thought about my question. Her lips pursed, moving to the side of her mouth and her eyes looked up as she tried to think. My thumb rubbed back and forth over the back of her hand, trying to coax her into remembering with my touch. I knew when the light bulb went off as she let out a soft gasp.
"I met you two years ago," she smiled, sheepishly.
"That's right, love. Two years ago, on this date, I sat right over there..." I pointed, releasing her hand for a brief second. "Stressed out and a nervous wreck. I had gotten called into work early on my first day and I didn't know what to do with Lexi. I was hoping and praying someone would come help me as I waited. Never in a million years did I think it would be the woman I'd fall in love with. Bella, before I met you I was as lost as a person can be and yet you saw something in me that somehow gave me direction again. You've given me the courage to be better and you make me feel that anything is possible."
Moisture filled the corners of my eyes as the words came out of mouth without any effort. I released her left hand to wipe away the tears that were trailing down her cheek. She giggled and sniffled, most likely feeling stupid for crying. I offered her my crooked grin, letting her know that it was okay. I took a deep breath, letting it out before continuing.
"I thought I had a love like that, but I've come to realize that there are different kinds of love and ours...Bella, just doesn't compare. We are light years ahead of that. You are my one and only, my soul mate."
With that said, I bent down on one knee and pulled the beat up blue box out of my shirt pocket and looked up into Bella's eyes. Her hand covered her mouth and she had given into the fact that her tears weren't going to stop.
"Oh, Edward," she cried happily.
Slowly, I opened the box to show off the antique looking diamond ring sitting perfectly in the silky, yellow tinted cushion.
"This was my grandmother's ring. She and my grandpa were married for more than fifty years, so it comes with a great love story. So, Isabella Marie Swan, my love, will you marry me? Will you become my wife and the mother of my child and future children?" I asked, looking at her expectantly.
The beat of my heart reverberated in my ears as I eagerly waited for her answer. It felt as if hours had passed before the word slipped off her lips, softly; so soft that I had to ask her to repeat herself.
"Yes!" she exclaimed. "Oh my God, Edward, yes, of course I'll marry you!"
She knelt down, taking a seat on my knee and threw her arms around my neck, nearly knocking me over. She peppered kisses continuously on my mouth until I held her face to capture her lips; I sucked on the top one, just the way she liked. Her tongue traced over the smooth lines of my bottom lip and I released hers, wanting and needing to feel more of her. I pushed her tongue back into her mouth enjoying the pressure that hers exerted back. I wanted her to feel the passion, the love I felt for her in this kiss. Her fingers toyed with the hairs at the nape of my neck, making my skin tingle. Her head tilted in the opposite direction to deepen the kiss, and I took that as my cue to slow it down. My lips moved more languidly until they stopped completely, centimeters from hers. I could feel her warm breath tickling my skin, pulling her closer, never wanting to let her go.
"You've just made me the happiest man," I breathed.
"As if I could say no to you. You, Edward Anthony Cullen, are my heart and soul. I don't exist without you."
"Shall we make it official and place this ring on your finger?"
She nodded, smiling as she bit her lip and held her left hand out. I pulled the ring out of the box and held her hand, slipping it on her finger easily, then kissed it once it was in place.
"It was meant just for you," I mentioned.
"Didn't..." she started and I stopped her with a shake of my head. I knew what she was going to ask.
"No, I bought her one. I was going to do that for you, but when I couldn't find the right one, my mom suggested this ring. The moment I saw it, I knew it was perfect. A classic ring for my classic romantic."
"It's gorgeous, Edward. And I'll cherish it forever, not only because you gave it to me, but also because of the love this ring holds. We're getting married!" she squealed.
"You thought I wasn't going to ask, didn't you?" I smirked.
She scrunched up her nose adorably and nodded her head in shame.
"I was waiting for the right day and the right ring, of course."
"Of course," she added, gazing at her ring.
"It wasn't until I went fishing with your dad that I figured out the perfect scenario. Talking about you, how our relationship started, I couldn't think of a better way to propose than right here where we first met. My second option was to do it inside after hours, maybe over some spaghetti." I winked.
"Speaking of spaghetti and the person I was eating it with," she started, peaking around me to see Alexis, who when I turned to look, was biting her lip.
A habit she has picked up from Bella.
Bella waved Alexis over and she quickly came, wrapping her arms around both of us.
"It's about time!" she exclaimed.
I think all three of us could agree with that statement.
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